14-04-2025 - Exam

 I have my first End Semester Examination tomorrow.

Mathematics.

I haven't prepared a bit really.

I had hoped that this would serve as a sort of revision for Advanced and BITSAT but that doesn't seem to have really worked out.

After yesterday's blog, I have really not thought about it much, but I feel like something has indeed changed, or rather, snapped inside me.

I was not particularly overwhelmed or irritated by this which is usually what I feel.

After the "gibberish" I typed in the last line, which was my anguish(?), I felt, really normal.

In fact, I felt, in a way calmer and better.

Anyway.... That is enough about yesterday.

Even at 21:05 PM(I am writing it early today), I am absolutely unprepared for the exam tomorrow.

I don't know anything about some major concepts and it is really concerning to be honest.

But I have tonight and I expect myself to prepare really well for it.

It is, mathematics after all..

Aaaaaaannyyway......

I think I will need to wake up till 3AM? But I don't really think my body has got enough energy left for that.

Well well.... I think I will be able to push myself though.

I should at least tell myself that right?

I think this is enough for today.

Good Night folks!