16/04/2025 - Calm Before The Storm

     Ah....

Well well well.....

Guess what?

I haven't prepared for tomorrow's exam either.

Idk man. Ever since I have come here to Kottayam, I feel like my sense of responsibility has dulled for whatsoever reason.

No, to be honest, I think my sense of responsibility when it came to academics has been this way since the very beginning.

Well I think that it is not about responsibility at all. I don't think this has got anything to do with responsibility at all. Its just procrastination and laziness after all. I just am so repelled by myself right now to be honest.

My marks so far in DSA(My exam for tomorrow) are the lowest in my class.

I don't even wanna talk about it.

Its just painful to even think about it.

I just want to escape all of this.

Humph!

Spoken like a true loser.

After I have wasted all of my time this academic year. I just want to hide in a shell and just not face the consequences, OH GOD!!.........

Wow man we fell off pretty hard yeah?

Wowwww

Mannnnnnn I don't even wanna talk about it really.

Just stop! Please....

Anyway it sure is calm today.

No arguments or anything annoying today.

Also, the score line for the Women's World Championship ended up just like I had predicted. I had guessed earlier of this 4 game win streak and a draw at the end.

Ah!!! How lucky I was with that guess!

Almost like I made it happen.

haaaaa.........................

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It sure is calm before the storm....

I need a minimum of 60~70 marks in tomorrow's end semester examination to pass the course.

I haven't practiced a single bit.

JEE Mains result is due tomorrow.

I haven't written the second attempt but I will get the scorecard and the news of whether or not I have qualified for JEE Advanced.

A lot riding on tommorrow.

I just know that.....

This won't be easy.